Changes..

As we say Hello to a New Year.. We find ourselves saying Goodbye to the old us. I am truly in a confused state of myself. I know I need to be Happy and love my life because I know that is what my Grandpa would want for me, and I know I have so many Blessings in my life.. So much to be Thankful for. My Feelings and outlooks are changing, I am changing and it is seeming to be a bit more difficult to move naturally with these changes. I have always insisted on staying Exactly who I have always been, Stubborn as it may seem, But I never liked change. Finding a new way to live with Loss and New information, Changing my current state of mind because I am growing up. it's hard to remember that I can't go back to the past.. & I can't be the person I was 7 Years ago, or even 1 month ago. I want nothing more than to keep becoming a better person.. To love, to Support, to encourage.. To Teach my children these qualities. I want to take bigger action in the things I believe in.. I want to find my way in my business to be Better. There is so much I want to do.. But pushing myself in the direction of success is often my downfall. I tend to think that I'm doing enough, Or that I am enough.. But I fall short. The thing I pride myself on most is my ability to be a good mother, I love my Children more than life itself & I would do absolutely anything for them. I need to put as much energy as I put into motherhood into my business and my beliefs. There is no better time to change & become better than the present right?... So where do I start?. I suppose I start with getting my name and my business out there, Sharing how much I love the Product. Passing out Catalogs to people in my neighborhood is a good start. No Matter what, I HAVE TO START! It's a Ready, Set, Go situation.. & I can't make it anything less or more than that. Motherhood is my niche, it's What I do best.. but that's not all I am. I know I can help change lives and be a bigger part of this world. I always say that we always have to remember who we ARE.. but since we Grow and Change all the time I guess I should say we should always remember who we WERE. Because Nothing is certain, Tomorrow is not promised to us. We truly need to live each day as if it is our last. It is a NEW Year, A NEW Day, & a NEW us! Lets make it count.

Thanks for reading.. Lets make the START together.