The Holiday Season..

I find that Each Holiday Season I change.. One Year I am absolutely in love with decorations & Putting up lights/ Christmas Tree.. & Some Years I'm too exhausted or Over thinking everything. Those years where there just ins't enough money to buy the gifts I want to get My children, Those Years when Unfortunately someone in my Family is Ill & In the Hospital. This is one of those years.. Where Someone is in the Hospital, We don't have enough Money, & I'm exhausted. My Grandpa is in the Hospital with Pneumonia, He is 90 Years old and very sick. I worry that this will be the last December I have with him.. I am distracted because all I can think about is wanting him to get well & come home. I know he is being very well taken care of.. But they just can't get him to heal. One day his Blood pressure is too low.. The next day his blood pressure is back to normal & They try to give him fluids, But the fluids fill up in his lungs.. When it Rains it Pours I suppose. I know I shouldn't be afraid of him dying, Because I know he has had a great life & he has a lot of people who love him. But this would be the First person so close to me that I would be losing, He would be my First grandparent to die. Death is Scary when you know it is happening at any time, & So close to home. I love My Grandpa & I will miss him Very much.. I'm not ready to let go.. But I don't have a choice. I ask for those who read my blog just to pray for my family, because not only is this difficult now but it will be even more difficult in the coming days or Months. As Far as not having enough money for the gifts, I'm not all too worried about that.. I just want my family to be together.. I want my boys to know how important they are to all of us.. & I want them to be happy with all the blessings they have. Yes of course we will find the funds to get them some fun presents. But Family is the best gift this year. I love that Man, My Grandpa, The WW2 Vet, The Track Star.. He is a Father of 3 and a wonderful Husband to my Grandma. My amazing Grandpa.

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